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Chauncy Ramos

C. Ramos is a student, critical thinker, father of two sons, and gifted expressionist.

Confession

Moments stolen from past events--

occurrences, traumas, achievements, losses. 

Echoes from times that no longer exist. 

Baggage that I no longer wish to carry. 

Cherished moments that I can never really let go.

Emotions and feelings,

joy and laughter, 

Pain and sorrows of yesterdays. 

Rearview mirrors as I watch time slip by.

Kodak moments that tell a story, 

slide by slide. 

The wonderful smells and tastes! 

Innocent kisses, virginal caresses, 

that euphoric moment of knowing! 

Hindsight always brings clarity. 

Knowledge leads to enlightenment. 

Experience makes one seasoned. 

The moment that life is made manifest! The sorrow 

of watching it lose its luster. 


Taking blind leaps of faith into the unknown. 

Conviction beyond doubt, in lost dreams and aspirations. 

Finally understanding 

you were never destined to know the whys. 

It was all beyond comprehension, my inability 

to foresee the future. Now I must embrace 

what once was, as I cope with impressions of the past reflections. 

Remember when?                  How could I forget! 

That time when we were about to and so and so said?

Those were the good ole days! I wish

I could have been there.

I wish I had never witnessed it.                 

If I could do it all over again,

         I would not change a thing.

forgive me.


Consecration


Your blood tainted.

Incestuous inbreeding.

Alcoholic Dreams of righteousness.

False Perceptions

In need of Reality.

Self-Hate! Shame! Now Regrets!

Cause it's too late.

Righteous Indignations!

You better pray.


Do you miss the Secret,

caresses of the Father,

those unholy embraces?

Remove your white-hood, starched and pointy.

Come from that Darkness!

With your closeted concubines of Habits.

Amen.